Heaven knows I'm miserable now...

Today was an okayish day...woke up alone, hurting like hell from the "beginners" dance class of the previous day - "hold the pose!"...Went to work, met with Fab Katie for a coffee, walked around, got a bus pass, hopped on the bus, bought milk, got home...I can barely walk but that'll show me to not exercise before....
Did some research, started cooking, had juice,ate, excited about seeing Goldfrapp on Friday...and then...In Greek we say that the sins of the parents torment their children and you know what? It is so true! This means that I was on the phone for hourse crying my eyes out and why? Because life is life...That IS life...we have good times and bad times...why make such a huge fuss? Trying to be OK and then it takes just a few words from someone to grab your soul and clinch it hard...It is unfair and I can't deal with it....I want to declare how lucky I am to have some amazing friends and I love them all. And I want to apologise for being away for so long, I promise one day the good times will roll and once again we will be under the same city lights...In the meantime: I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU.....

Anyway, I had a nice herbal tea afterwards to calm myself down and have been vegitating in front of this very screen feeling miserable for the past 2 hours...Nothing silly on TV plus I found out that Family Affairs is over...disgraceful...

Oh, and Belle and Sebastian rule the school ;-)....

I need you.....  ¶ 1:49 AM