Stuff The time has just changed and I am watching a music chart show. Franz Ferdinand are performing The Outsider like they do in their actual conerts with more than one people banging the drums. Yey! It was one of the highlights of the gig back in November and I am happy to see it again.

Flat hunting is not going very well. It is a very stressful affair especially when one is working as I do and there just is no time to make phone calls. Plan B is to email agencies and hope for the best. I just don't feel in control unless I talk to them but hey you can't have it all. I am so stressed that I have to move so soon and the estate agency running the whole thing with my flat have been complete assholes. Named and shamed: BIGWOODS...Anyway, I am hoping to get something soon. Not that I have a choice, I HAVE to move before the 30th of April and yes people are twisting my arm. And I am SO busy...:-(

In other news, lately I have been hooked on Ebay buying NOA NOA clothes. I am poor but I spend money on clothes and DO NOT JUDGE ME!!!(I do feel kind of guilty but then I put the stuff on and oops guilt just flies away. It's like magic).Tosay I received this amazing dress I got. I am so in love with it. And it is all Margarita's fault btw cos she told me about Noa Noa.

The new series of Green Wing is starting soon (woo hoo) and Ch4 has been showing series 1 on repeat. And two unlikely people have been hooked on it: Shane and MARGARITA (!!!!) who never watches TV (kthhhhhhhhhhnossshhh)...:-P baxxaxaxa...Anyway, soon you will be able to buy series 1 on DVD. It's definitely worth it but I don't think I will buy it yet.

I really want to go to Greece for a bit. I have started thinking of returning back for good. It is a big decision though and I need sometime to decided it fully and properly and organise it etc. It is scary I must say. I have spent most of my adult life in Britain. There are a lot of things I don't like here but I am used to it now. It's just different and it can be great at times. But I feel better in Greece overall.Even though I don't know how I will feel when I have no job there. Anyway, I have decided to arrange my move over the summer. Rent a place for 6 more months and finish with some projects I want to do and then most probably move down in autumn. Granted, I will miss another summer but having weighed everything, I think that this is the best option for me. I have a couple of projects in the pipeline and it is really worth it to go ahead with them. It is very difficult to decide what to do. In Septmeber I will have been here for 7 years and whenever I think of that I get truly scared and upset and stressed. I feel I have missed so many things. I miss a life I think I prefer. Anyway, hold your horses, readers, nothing is definite but I am seriously thinking of making my way home soon...In the meantime, I will definitely be there for summer-summer-summertime. I MUST. Last summer I went to the sea ONCE!!!!I am disturbed by that.
And I still have not been to Scotland or Brighton - or Cambridge or Oxford or Stonehendge or the BALTIC or the British Museum (disgraceful) or to see the Angel of the North...hmm hmm...maybe I will manage that one day.

I must say I am very distressed and sad and just a bit of a mess really these days...  ¶ 2:25 AM